Better StillI know there's a reasonI'm here on this earth.With every season,I know of my worth.It's not something thatYou get on your own.When you let the spirit help,You'll find your testimony's grown.So as I lay here on my bedThinking about all that's been saidBy the prophets of old,I know that there's more I can here.So I get down on my knees and pray,"Dear God in Heaven please help me this day.I know that you can,And I know you will,And I know that you love me still,So please, please help me,Help me understand these words.When I know your will,I know I can beBetter still.I can be better still."I go through my day like any other.Still I feelUnder the weatheras I face the world.I have trials like anyone else.I have doubts about myself.But the difference with me is:I have his light.When I have his lightI can share it with this world,When I have his lightThere's nothing I can't do.And with my friends who love me soAnd with my family I'm not aloneBecause we know
Just LeaveDid you know I never stopped loving you?Did you think I'd just leave?I've never been so upset at something I did right.It's obvious you've moved on,But even more that I haven't.It's hard for me to take this,When I'm still so hurt by you.When I see you I cry,When I hear you I die.I don't wanna take this anymore,Lord just take my burdens from me,Help me believe.I need some security,I need someone to stand by meIn my time of need.I need someone who won't make me cry,I need someone who won't let me die.So either apologize...Or just leave.It's been so confusing lately,With you I don't really knowWhat to doWhen I think of you.I've been so frustrated,My life's a mess lately,So now I think,It's time.'Cause I don't wanna take this anymore.You said you loved me,Well I think that youHave proved yourself wrong,And now I'm moving on,I don't have much, but I belongIn a happy life,Where I can be strongWithout being down,So now I'll just leave.I don't wanna take th
Even MoreI'm not sure what to do,Or what I should say,I guess I didn't think this far.Well, You tell me,Are you really sorry?Did you mean what you said?I've been brokenI've been hurtAnd it's all been your fault,Well I said some things, tooBut I'm not like you,I know when I've wronged.So you tell me,What's it gonna be?Are you sorry?'Cause I've been beatenI've been brokenThere's not much else I can do.Baby, when you pounded on meI'd never felt so much pain,It's like I'd died again.I died when I tried,Tried to do the right thing,Even when I didn't want to.I still loved you,But you broke it away.I never wanted it to end this way.'Cause I've been beaten,I've been brokenAnd I don't know how to deal with it.I can't stand this anger,This frustration,I don't know where to end.I've said sorry,But you haven'tAnd when you've done wrong,It hurts even more.
AroundWhy must you pretend I'm not here?Why is it you can't see me?I've been here all alongBut you just ignore me.Day by day I see you,And I'll cry and cryBecause it'll never be me,Never me that will suit you.Why can't you see me?Why can't you just turn around?You never hear meWhen I make a sound.Just here me,Because I'll scream out loud,I need youTo be around.Well, I see her in the hallAnd I'm sure that you do, too,But I'm not sure I look at herThe same way you do.You love her and kiss her,Oh how I wish she were me.But she's her,And I'm me.Why can't you see me?Why can't you just turn around?You never hear meWhen I make a sound.Just here me,Because I'll scream out loud,I need youTo be around.Please, why can't you justTurn around?Just become a part of me,Make me feel safe and sound.I know I'm not perfect,I know I'm not like her,But I can make you happy,And I can make you sureSure you'll want to be around.